On my way… by Marie

Keep holding on to what you love & enjoy the ride of life


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It’s YOU, it’s YOU, it’s all for YOU…

♪ Video Games – LANA DEL REY ♪

“There is a primal reassurance in being touched, in knowing that someone else, someone close to you, wants to be touching you. There is a bone-deep security that goes with the brush of a human hand, a silent, reflex-level affirmation that someone is near, that someone cares.”
― Jim ButcherWhite Night

YOU I met not a long ago, YOU who touched my soul, who touched my heart, YOU who reassured me, who made me feel safe, YOU who helped me (even unconsciously) find my smile back, YOU again who showed me the bright side of life when I needed it most, YOU who opened me a door to a new beginning, so to YOU… I simply want to say… I care about YOU.

Whatever brought YOU in my life, whatever it was, it was Heaven-blessed! And as one of my favourite songs tells it so well… “The skies began to clear and I was at rest”. Your only breath took me back home, a home that is not that far from my homeland, but which seems miles away when I’m far from YOU and the others…

I am totally aware that my words here might not be enough to make YOU feel how much I care, but as I also know words are not just words to YOU, I will count on them now until I get to see YOU again…

“A friendship that is Meant to be, is filled with things they mean to say.”
― Grant Vann

And I hope… I truly hope, from the bottom of my heart, that I will see you again very soon… but I’m scared. I’m scared to hear you say you can’t, you’re not free that day or whatsoever, I’m scared to hear or read the impossibility of a new reunion. So please, please because I don’t think I would survive it (again), because it would make me sad, it would make me cry, please… please, don’t say no.

“Do one thing every day that scares you.” Eleanor Roosevelt

Do YOU realise that because I’ve met YOU, YOU are not only a part of my life… but a part of me?! And that for this very special reason, I can’t totally be me, I can’t fully live this life YOU have introduced me to, if YOU are not, even a little, around me ?!

I will finish with what Marissa Mayer once wrote… “You can’t have everything you want, but you can have the things that really matter to you.” and because I care about YOU,  because I hold YOU dear & because YOU matter a lot to me, I don’t fret as easily as I used to… I know I’ll meet YOU again and I know everything’s gonna be alright!  


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Everything happens for a reason so… Let me love you ❤

“Sometimes you want to say, “I love you, but…”
Yet the “but” takes away the ‘I love you’. In love their are no ‘buts’ or ‘if’s’ or ‘when’. It’s just there, and always. No beginning, no end. It’s the condition-less state of the heart. Not a feeling that comes and goes at the whim of the emotions. It is there in our heart, a part of our heart…eventually grafting itself into each limb and cell of our bodies. Love changes our brain, the way we move and talk. Love lives in our spirit and graces us with its presence each day, until death.

To say “I love you, but….” is to say, “I did not love you at all”.

I say this to you now: I love you, with no beginning, no end. (…) Without fear. Without expectations. Wanting nothing in return, except that you allow me to keep you here in my heart, that I may always know your strength, your eyes, and your spirit that gave me freedom and let me fly.” 


― Coco J. Ginger

I’m not going to mention or tag anyone in this article, because I know that people I’m writing this post for will recognise themselves, and because I also know that everyone who’s been following my blog for the past few months will know, without any difficulty, who I’m talking about… (and if you don’t, well the only thing left to do is read my other posts ^^).

Everything happens for a reason… I totally, completely, absolutely agree with that! Especially now. My 6-month placement is progressively coming to an end, and I would lie if I said it didn’t make me sad… I feel a bit down for lots of reasons, but there’s one thing that particularly makes me blue, and this is nothing but leaving all the wonderful people I’ve met over here, in England (and they’re not all British :p!)! Thus, this post is mostly for all of them, but also for all the other lovely people I know and who I want to say… Let me love you!

I truly believe that each person has a heart full of love (no, it’s not a reference to the Les Mis’ song! I’m seeing you coming :p!!! I mean it word for word!), a soul that is only waiting  for giving all that love. We are made of love and the only thing we really want, or slightly we really need is offering our love to all the amazing people, who came into our lives one way or another… Don’t you think?!

So today, I would like to say to all the great people I have met in my life so far that I’ll be standing here, waiting for them to be ready to receive all the love I want to give them… I want to tell them: “Just believe in me, I’ll be waiting for you, here inside my heart… I’m the one who wants to love you more…” (I’m sure those last lines quite ring a bell to you, my lovely ones, do they not?!) 🙂

So… just so they know, just so you know… I won’t give up on any of these people, I won’t give up on any of you… because as I previously said it, they came into my life one day and I don’t believe that it was random! I am made of love, like everyone… I truly believe that! And the only thing that would made my life complete is to give my love.

So I’m gonna repeat what the quote I put at the beginning of this article says… ‘I say this to you now: I love you, with no beginning, no end. (…) Without fear. Without expectations. Wanting nothing in return, except that you allow me to keep you here in my heart, that I may always know your strength, your eyes, and your spirit that gave me freedom and let me fly.’ 

With this, my lovely ones, I’m just gonna leave you with that little extract of a lovely poem that I hope will accompany you all your day 🙂

Be a best friend, tell the truth
Overuse “I love you,”
Go to work, do your best
Don’t outsmart your common sense
Never let your praying knees get lazy
And love like crazy” 

― Tim James & Doug Johnson, performed by Lee Brice

Keep holding on to what you love & enjoy the ride of life 😉

Much LOVE to all of you, my dear readers ❤

xoxo