On my way… by Marie

Keep holding on to what you love & enjoy the ride of life


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Rest In Peace my baby cat <3

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“It is a curious thing, the death of a loved one. We all know that our time in this world is limited, and that eventually all of us will end up underneath some sheet, never to wake up. And yet it is always a surprise when it happens to someone we know. It is like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark, and thinking there is one more stair than there is. Your foot falls down, through the air, and there is a sickly moment of dark surprise as you try and readjust the way you thought of things.”
― Lemony SnicketHorseradish: Bitter Truths You Can’t Avoid

BLACK! That’s exactly how I’m seeing things right now and how I’ve been seeing them since yesterday morning my cat was euthanised :(!!!

It’s a bit hard to find words to describe how bad I’m feeling… So I found a quote of Lemony Snicket and I also inserted a few lyrics of Les Mis’ song, Empty Chairs at Empty Tables, but… apart from saying that I’m awfully sad and depressed and barely lost, I can’t really say more…

So I’m not going to lose myself in this post and write a lot… first because I don’t think I can & secondly because I wanna honour my baby cat, the adorable companion he’s been all his short life…

My baby cat passed away when he was still quite young and the only thing I can say about it is that it’s horribly UNFAIR!!! Monday evening was the last time I could cuddle him, kiss him and hear his sweet purring… I almost feel like I haven’t really enjoyed this precious moment the way I was supposed to, the way you’re supposed to enjoy a LAST moment with someone dear!

At that instant, I couldn’t believe or slightly didn’t wanna believe it was the last time I would cuddle you, hear your calming purring, and see you, you, my lovely little cat… I didn’t want your gentle and kind purring to stop! 😦 I love you a lot and I’m going to miss you like hell!!!!

But hopefully Love never dies a natural death! So here’s to YOU!!!!

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* Phantom faces at the window. Phantom shadows on the floor. *

WILL MISS U SO MUCH

U

To you, mon petit MANOU ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ … 


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Lost on an island… how ridiculous!!!

LOST… Believe it or not, but yes, I was lost on Hayling yesterday. I always knew that my sense of direction had never been good, but being lost on this island is really pathetic!

What’s even more pitiful is that I had a map (and it’s not like I like blaming myself for everything, but this map was very simple, even a baby could have understood it!). I had checked everything on Sunday, I had drawn a “beautiful” map on a “beautiful” sheet of paper, but…

Hayling Island is not huge, it is the opposite of “huge”, most of people have never heard of it… It is so tiny, there is almost nothing here apart from the empty beaches, the few houses and the remaining shops! It is not a desert island, no, or at least not yet!

I’m not really gifted, I know, you can say that, I won’t blame you! Fortunately, I hadn’t planed to spend my six months in London :s !!! Can you imagine the disaster, the chaos it would have been? No actually, don’t try to imagine anything! That’s scary!!!!!

I really felt stupid! Have you ever been lost in such a small place? (Even if I doubt that there is one person more stupid, I will nevertheless simplify my feeling) So you probably know what I mean when I say “STUPID”. You truly feel like you’re the worst of all the idiots in the world!

With this, all I need to say now is “Make sure your map is really good (No I mean it, nothing’s better than a very good map. In short, don’t try to draw anything but don’t pretend to be a specialist of direction neither!) but above all, make sure you have your brain before going anywhere!”

That’s probably all for today, unless I have the strength to write something when I come back tonight… So keep holding on to what you love & enjoy the ride of life 😉

xoxo

PS : I found my way back 😉